You were Never Mine

Your heart was never mine,
I laughed because I knew it all along.
Just closed my eyes and made a wish,
That my heart will somehow fill yours even a bit.

And then you said I love you,
And said we'll be just fine.
You saw our happy ending,
With the family that I can call mine.

But, yes I knew all along,
That you have never forgotten.
Even a single strand of her hair,
All your decisions depends solely in hers.

Though you see me every morning,
Her shadow is always on your side.
You still feel her tender kisses,
And I know how bad you missed them tonight.

I know you prayed for a sunshine,
To end all your memories inside,
I am sure you don't want me getting hurt,
And I don't want you seeing me hurt as well.

Your hand intertwined mine,
But whose hands you really feel?
I know it isn't mine,
I don't know why I just can't afford to go by.

Another day has passed,
With me feeling sad.
I know you will never tell the truth,
The truth that we both knew all along.

I know how bad you wanted to see her,
I know how hard you tried.
I know you have some plans,
And I'm sure I am not all there.

As I talk about our future,
I saw your weak, cold smile,
I hope you know I'm longing,
For true love that's going to come by.

So I hope if you knew it will never be you,
Can you please let go of me now.
I know I can never be happy like before,
But at least, I can start moving on right now.

My heart is in deep chaos,
Of hurt and doubts and cries.
You may feel like nothing's wrong,
But I knew there is all along.

We started not right,
I hope we will not end wrong as well.
I can never afford to feel cheated again,
So please, think about me now.

I will never heal your heart,
Because I can never heal mine.
So please, let me go.
Say I was never your love, because I have to let go.